Can I? -.-

When our conversation is less, I felt depressed or so-called moody or emo-ing.

To 'someone':

Should I tell you my feelings now? "But something is blocking me from doing so..."

Is it fate? "Lately, I found out that 'you' may be in a relationship with someone."

From there, I really can't accept the fact. But hope that it is not true.

So, when I knew you are "busy with something". I felt so relief!

At least I know you are still okay.

One night, a girl tell me that I should not take "fate" as an excuse to escape from problem.

She also told that we should make our "own fate".


~Thanks to her... A good listener, thanks for your wise words!~

Don't Judge too quickly

So, as for today, I plan to share a video to everyone who read my post now. The video is really funny, somehow it is related to communication breakdown.

Thanks Chie Kuan^^, for showing me this video...

boring...

Again? Nothing to do? Well, it is quite normal that life after SPM can be either boring or busy. This is also one of the reason on why I start to blog(hehe^^). And thanks to Kelly Lim, her encouragement let me start to commence on this blog. Why would I say so? This is because before that, I'm very busy(haha, what a lame excuse). Actually, I don't have the will to do it. For instance, most of the students nowadays said that they will study hard, but they ended up in gaming, online chatting, outing and so on. What can conclude from here is, if we have any aim/goal/target, just don't say it out only, proof it and start your move!

Below is an extract from a book, titled "The New Science of Personal Achievement~UNLIMITED POWER by ANTHONY ROBBINS

~ The commodity of Kings~

"If all we needed were ideas and positive thinking, then we all would have had ponies when we were kids and we would all be living our 'dream life' now. Action is what unites every great success. Action is what produces results. Knowledge is only potential power until it comes into the hands of someone who knows how to get himself to take effective action. In fact, the literal definition of the word 'power' is 'the ability to act'."

~Hence, it is important to start action instead of dreaming~

Aiyo, looks like I haven't mention matters on why I'm boring(lolx). Actually, from monday till friday, I'm working from 8.00a.m-5.30p.m. For saturday, I only work from 8.00a.m- 1.30p.m. Of course, sunday is a relax day for me ^^. Can you imagine how boring my life is?

The problem is I can only enjoy and relax at my house. Pity right? Not like most of my friends, they can go out with friends and have fun all the way. Why can't I enjoy this life? Though some of my friends are busy with assignments, but they still can go shopping . Sadly, I've to face this boring life day by day, and start to complain it in blog...T.T.

My point of view~I think this is not the major problem as I know some parents will also disagree their children to have part time work or even go out with friends as the crime rates is increasing daily. Am I right?

Wish for today: Hope everything going smoothly and hope "she" will also enjoy her life now!

Passionate request^^

"Since I've fail before, I've decided to start all over again".

Lately, I've keep thinking about this problem. I've even try to discuss with my friends and seek for advices. Yet, there are still no solutions to resolve the problems that I'm facing now. Then, I asked myself again,"should I start this relationship?" Well, this is quite obvious that I'm actually have feelings towards a girl, but more and more obstacles keep blocking me from commencing this relationship. Will things be better? Well, it's still an unknown for me.

Now, I've decided to let go everything, a passionate request for myself. "why would I have this idea?" Its actually from an article I've just read. So, let me summarize the points from it:-

• Being best friends is the key to keep a relationship.
• Picking up the right person.(either male or female)
  
• Believe in blind faith...lol
• Understand each other well.
• Part of keeping love is keeping peace.
• Willing to change and be there to help.(not only ur love one but also ur frens and family)

"Wow, what a relief finally! Its good to let things start naturally. Moreover, if you don't have the faith with her/him. Just don't try to depress yourself. No matter how, be positive in thinking will results in lovely, happily, enjoyable life. Am I right?"

Is that the best way?

Why the 1st quarter meeting of KMCC still not held? I've been waiting for it since January. Well, I'm kind of passionate towards KMCC...May be?(lolx) I'm sure that most of the KMCC members also curious on what is happening to KMCC??

At last, thanks to Nigel's help! I've received the lastest news about KMCC^^. The e-mail stated that KMCC has been abolished officially. " How could that be happening?". Futhermore, KMCC is going to transform to KAOCC( involve globally).

As first, I was stunned by such information(lol, so serious?haha, juz a description la). After 2 years with KMCC, suddenly I felt empty(is it?). May be is because I have many sweet memories events at KMCC.

Well, as a committe member. What I can do is to accept the fact and look this matter in different perspectives. Is it because of the global recession? Trying to cut down the cost? Ahhh.... is that so? Anyway, I don't really care about it because this is the decision made by KUMON office.
Well, others countries' completer club are also facing the same problem.

In my point of view, this can really be a turning point for every completers that have contributed before. Well, if we look in another way, it could be a new start(new resolution?...lolx). Let's us think in different ways, we still can carry our mission(world peace through education) by giving motivational talks and workshops. Currently, I think Weina is in charge of this things. Even though, we can't have our quarter meetings. On the other words, we still can help kumon students to achieve completion. Am I right?

By the way, can the High Achievers accept this news?

So, my question on this drastic change on KMCC: Is that the best way?

Generally, I can say that we can't predict future.
"May be KMCC will be revived?(haha, possible?) or this KAOCC can have better effects compared to KMCC?(who's know?)"

Last but not least, I hope that every members of KMCC will always keep in touch!

What an ordinary day...

Today, I kind of lazy to wake up early. Still, I have to force myself to be ready before my mom awaken me. Yeepie! I can drive to work today XD. As usual, I'm pretty confidence in my driving skills (haha, but not on "hill'...lolx)

However, there is a problem that cracks my brain, yet no results coming out. So, what is it? It is the Microsoft Access's programming problem. I can't rectify the problem even though I have self-learning the Microsoft Access for a month. Ahhhhhh.... It is damn complicated. Besides that, I have to eat maggie for my lunch.... T.T . Other than that, everything is going smoothly.

For dinner time, I'm enjoying the food. It is really delicious!(At Sky restaurant, prima setapak)Then, for the next few hours I'm watching tv and playing Dota. haha, that's all I gone through for today.... So, quite oridinary? Boring life? Well, its varied according to different people's view.

"We have to continue our life no matter how the condition is; so be happy every day as we know the time is short and life is unpredictable"

New series of Kamen Rider...... Decade!

Yay, this series is really nice. It is about the 9 different Kamen Riders' world have combined together!!! The main character, Kamen Rider Decade has to travel to 9 different worlds to resolve the problems.

Following clip is the preview of the Kamen Rider Decade Series..... Enjoy!

My hard time... >.<

Should I tell her my feelings? Would she accept me?
Ahhhh.... These questions kept bothering me since I "love" someone.
Past experiences, made me fear to express my own feelings.
May be what can I say in here is: I'm a failure~ Is it?

Less contact and chatting with someone I used to think of really hurts my heart.
Moreover, due to my parent's control, I can't ask her to go out with me.... T.T

Even though I try to overcome it by focusing in working.
Yet the more I depress my feelings, the more I feel grief.

Is it that hard to express my feelings?

Should I start this relationship?

Complication in life...

As I start to review my life, I noticed that every decisions, behaviours and movements can be controlled by myself. Yet things aren't going smoothly like what you think. Somehow, we can't control or desire what we want in life.For instance, facing difficulties to communicate with parents in certain matters, can't gain or receive things that you dreamt of, can't express your feeling to your love one and the lists go on. Am I right?

Well, if we keep on depressing our own feelings, life will be full of sorrow and hatred. In order to avoid such negative feelings, the only way is to release your anger and think positively. To me, I'm prefer to have a happy and enjoyable life. This is because I went through the moment of depression like many people do. Kind of hard to believe? Frankly speaking, when I was young, I always argue with my parent, but what can I do? Fight back?

As time passes, when i start to think back;mature thinking made me realize that life is short and time is gold. We can't go back to past as we wish. If everyone is given a chance to go back past, I'm certainly sure that many of them will want to redo or correct their mistakes.

Hence, appreciate people around you now especially your love one:express your feelings while you still can meet or chat with. So, still think of what? Start your move now!

What a relief...

Relief? About what? lolx, today, my parent let me drives to office(yay! I'm very happy). But when I reach a ramp, my leg, hand starts shivering(that serious?....haha, I'm quite nervous actually). I think most of the beginner(Just get P license) will quite nervous when come across ramp, unless, you are very professional...lolx. Luckily, my car going "smooth"( haha, not so smooth la). On the other words, I'm just able to overcome the "dangerous" part( which my car didn't fall back..^^). That's what I mean " what a relief". However, it is really a good experience. Hope I'll get more chances to drive(improve my driving skills)..XD

Are you facing the same problem like me? haha....

A challenge for me!!!

Wow! Piano theory grade 8 is really hard. Some more I have to finish it as soon as possible. Though I quite dislike my "piano teacher", but I still have to accept the fact that this teacher has taught me a lot of things. Thanks to her!
The problem is my theory knowledge is only up to grade 6. Wonder why I say grade 8 is hard? lol, as I can tell here is I'm actually skip grade 7 theory's learning.
And, this is the challenge for me: I need to refer many books and look for many examples.
Currently, I'm learning to fill up the trio sonata. Can anyone help me? Any tips to tackle this question? Hope I can get some ideas from all of you!!!

Work, work and work!

As a young boy, I do not seem to realise the hardship of working. I just know how to play, eat and sleep daily. In such condition, can we describe it as innocent as baby(haha)? Well, possibly we're inmature at that moment. Now, as a 17-year-old boy's point of view, working can be enjoying and challenging. In spite of that, there are pros and cons for working during holidays. Anyway, the most important is, working is able to utilize my holidays fully and wait for SPM results simultaneously. I'm sure that most of my friends will either start studying or working. Am I right?
So, my advice to everyone: Think Positively, Smile and Happy for everday!!!

Me

I'm just an ordinary boy that similar with most of the teenagers nowadays. My interests are playing piano and solving mathematics problem. For piano, practically, I have passed my grade 8 examination. Theorically, I'm still at grade 6~(haha, weird?). Besides that, I also love to listen chinese pop songs. At this moment, my favourite singers are Jay Chou and Fish Leung(Know them??). To tell the truth, I'm good in mathematics because of KUMON(Is anyone heard of it?). Apart from that, I've learned life skills such as public speaking, leadership skills and etc. Therefore, I'm really appreciate my parent for allowing me to continue KUMON for 7 years(If I'm not mistaken). Now, I'm a COMPLETER. Thanks to everyone!!!