My hard time... >.<

Should I tell her my feelings? Would she accept me?
Ahhhh.... These questions kept bothering me since I "love" someone.
Past experiences, made me fear to express my own feelings.
May be what can I say in here is: I'm a failure~ Is it?

Less contact and chatting with someone I used to think of really hurts my heart.
Moreover, due to my parent's control, I can't ask her to go out with me.... T.T

Even though I try to overcome it by focusing in working.
Yet the more I depress my feelings, the more I feel grief.

Is it that hard to express my feelings?

Should I start this relationship?